I've lost my touch on designing nice layouts for my blog. I remember back in the day when xanga was the shit and everyone was into how amazing they could make there site look. =) I spent most of my day doing homework and listening to new music. John Legend's new album Evolver is AHHmazing! Every song pretty much describes what I'm going through right now. LAME, I know. But I actually like songs I can relate too. I've been taking care of Kylie (my sister's newborn baby) for the majority of the day. Well, pretty much since I woke up around 9 this morning. It's a pretty hard job. I felt like a mother today. =p I can see that I am definitely not ready to have one. I'm capable, but It isn't the right time in my life. She's sleepy one moment, she's hungry the next. She's crying for no reason, she needs a diaper change! UGH. All in good fun, and later on in life I'll need these skills when I have my own baby. Probably in 10 years or so. I must say, It's been a lonely weekend. I hope things get better, but at this point, I don't know what'll happen. I love you a lot and miss you, I hope you miss me too. My mom told me my grandparents are coming back on thursday from the Philippines. She told me my grandpa has a lump in his lungs and he's been coughing really bad lately. I hope he's okay. I'm excited because I haven't seen them in three years! He's the best grandpa ever<3 =) I'm going to put Kylie to sleep and do some more homework. Goodnight.