It's 2:30 right now in the morning. I can't seem to go to sleep. I might go to Del Mar tomorrow and tan on the beach with my sister but I'm not so sure anymore. It's either that or I'll be going with Derek to San Jose State to turn in some papers. Actually, this will all happen in a couple or so hours. It's already tomorrow. School's about to start again next month. We need longer summers and shorter semesters. That's what we need. I hate how my mother wants to know every little thing going on in my life. I mean, I know you're just watching out for me, but I'm not a little girl anymore. I need to make my own decisions and make my own mistakes and learn from them. Ever since my sister's gotten pregnant, I've gotten more lectures and tips on how to not get pregnant. Obviously, I get it alright. The birth control pill talk 3 times a week is getting old, I know what to do in certain situations I put myself in. I am excited though that my sister is going to have a baby soon. It's kind of exciting and scary at the same time. I never thought my sister would have a baby at this time in her life. But I guess, things happen and the life you planned out for yourself doesn't go as planned. Well, we can't do anything about it now can we?
I better get my beauty rest, I don't want to wake up with bags under my eyes and be a grouchy little bitch to everyone. :)
Hugs And Kisses <3
